We had a six month plan to purchase a new car. For once (because we are both subject to
impulse buying) we had shopped, discussed and budgeted. In six months we were
going to buy a green Ford Villager.
Soon after we made our plan our impulsive nature took
control. A fellow from church had just
started selling used cars. He called and
had a "great deal" for us. It was a fine looking car and it had lots
of amenities. The price was right. So we
bought it.
I should have known that this was the wrong decision when
the first morning the "new" car slept in our driveway I awoke to not
one, but two flat tires. The next 30
days were a series of strange sounds and finally a quaking of the front end. That was the final straw. My husband called and said, "Meet me at
the Ford dealer. Right Now!"
We'd had a plan, a good plan and we ditched it for something
else. I remember this poor choice so in
the future I will trust God's plans and His timing.
Mark 1:14-15 remind me that God has a timeline and not to
rush it or stray from it. After John was
put in prison, Jesus went to proclaim the Good News. The Good News was the time
had come for the Kingdom of God.
The Israelites had lived under another's rule for
generations. It must have been great news to hear that the end of oppression
was near. Those living at this time must
have realized that finally the time was right.
There had been rebels who tried to bring an end to Roman rule but none
had succeeded in kicking the Romans out.
At this exact point in history Jesus was announcing it was time. I'm sure many were eager to follow.
Yet I know that those living and hearing His words
misunderstood. They thought Jesus would
kick the Romans out. He would be their
King. History and experience tell me that Jesus offers a different kind of kingdom. The Israelites wanted freedom from the rule
of the Romans. The Kingdom of God offers
each of us so much more than physical freedom.
God's Kingdom gives us freedom of the soul.
Jesus came to pay the price for my attempts to control my
life and my time. If I just follow Him
and choose to live in His Kingdom, following His time table and plan, I will be
free from the oppressive state of the world.
God invented time, I did not. God is in control of time, I am not. God has a plan for me, a really, really good
plan. Why do I keep thinking I have a
better way? I continue to let the world
tempt me with good deals and amenities. I
may think I need to "take my time" but I really need to accept and
take God's time!
Finally, I am reminded that just as we rejoined our plan for
the Ford Villager, God offers me the opportunity to rejoin His timeline at any
time! I just have to follow His
plan. He is merciful and loving and
always awaits my decision to rejoin His work.
The consequences are of my own doing.
Yet God loves me in spite of them.
God loves me exactly as I am with poor choices and flawed timelines.
There is the freedom of the soul.
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